- - - Make Yourself at Home - - -
This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
for these past days/weeks i have been having troubles with sleeping early. by this i mean sleeping before 2am. although i still have the luxury of reaching my usual 10-12 hours of sleep, my bodyclock is just plain screwed up. it's hard forcing myself to sleep because even if i do want to sleep my eyes just refuse to shut. last night/morning i slept at 4am. trying to make my eyes tired i had a movie marathon. i watched white chicks(it still is funny even if i've watched it so many times), someone like you(hugh jackman.. enough said), mean girls(i cannot believe i watched this), anastasia(an all time favorite), she's all that(my goodness i must have been really groggy.. another chick flick!!). if i didn't have anything planned that day i probably would've witnessed the sunrise. i realy forced myself to sleep... or atleast tried to. while everyone was asleep, i am still wide awake which sucks coz i don't really have anyone to talk to. nobody's online on such and ungodly hour. and here i am, typing away with not an urge to succumb to the sweet calling of my bed. i just hope that by the time school starts, i'll be able to sleep by atleast 12am.. to think we alreadt have PE teams next term and i know that i will be needing the rest that i can get coz our schedule sucks..
today is my first time to really explore gateway mall. on the way there, it was a good thing that carlo knew the way, else i would've been wandering like a seemingly lost child. mind you, i have a twisted sense of direction. hahaha ended up watching the cave, which was a sorry excuse for a monster like movie, minus the great sound effects and the bloody deaths of the minor characters. most of the scenes were predictable but i still found some parts funny because the ladies behind us were screeming.. haha i guess i also have a twisted sense of humor to match my sense of direction. its already 2am and i am too lazy to finish this entry and it looks like it's gonna rain pretty hard(oops non-sequiteur).
Cont....
we spent most of the time in the arcade just playing basketball(natalo ako ni carlo nung huling games.. amp), shooting games, dance maniacs(but the older version was still in use there) and air hockey. it just sucks that the timezone there is really small. it's like they forced it to fit into such a small place. the place was really cramped. but still, this is still better than nothing...
Kitty KatKat posted @ 10:00 AM
