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This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
today is my grandmother's 89th birthday. yes, she has almost lived for a century and is still very strong. every year, we have a family gathering, be it in our house or in some other place. for the first time in 3 years i was able to attend because i didn't have class. it was actually fun seeing my relatives. although the age gap is very big(mind you, it ranges from 10-30++ years) you can still somehow relate to the conversation. but i usually keep quiet and listen to the stories and other chikas that they have which i a lot. imagine, the "mini party" started at around 11am and it ended at around 10pm. i can hear their voices from downstairs and i know that they were having a blast. it's not everyday that they get to see each other. some of them came all the way from baliwag just to attend my grandma's birthday.
knowing the person that i am, i couldn't really stand social gatherings.. i mean, i'm not really a social person to begin with. so at around 1pm i decided to go to glorietta to scout for a dress(i cannot believe i am saying this) for a debut that i am to attend at the end of the month. the theme for the occassion is 60's/breakfast at tiffany's style. man, was it tiring. these are one of those times that i can say that being a girl is hard. you have to have the time, patience, effort, and money to engage in looking for the right kind of clothing to wear. among the four what do i possess? NONE. so by around 3pm i gave up and just strolled around aimlessly, not knowing which direction to go(as i've mentioned before, i have a twisted/screwed up sense of direction). but at the end of the day, i found something.. te problem is, it's really expensive. i don't really want to spend that much money on a dress.. i'm not a dressy person. i also tried it on( sa rob place na ito).... and... my friend told me "kat, mukha kang babae! bilhin mo na, bagay siya sa iyo".. so i was like.. "ampuch..um kasi babae ako doi".. darnit. these trivial matters are really burdensome. i just want to get this over with.
Kitty KatKat posted @ 8:32 AM
