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This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
- - - Make Yourself at Home - - -
This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
so 2005 is finally drawing to a close. this has been one heck of a year for me. i'll try to recapture what happened to me in the past year...
january- it was actually new year's eve that i received the news that i failed dlsu. i was bummed out, yes, but i ended up cooking anyway which turned out to be delicious. but somehow i felt like i was such a failure. oh well. ganyan talaga ang buhay.
february- hmm.. let's see. i can't seem to remember what happened during this month. oh yeah, my birthday. i got a year older and but not wiser. haha kidding! let's just say i had a lousy birthday.
march- grad song competition.. we won!!!! it was entitled road to tomorrow. although it once again ignited on the resentment of the batch towards our section, we were still proud of our hard work. and this was the month where we had tose gruelling grad practices where we had to wear those high heeled shoes for practice. man, dd i want to stranggle those teachers especially the pa-star teacher(three guesses who). finally i'm left st. scho for good after 11 years. right after graduation(tipong yung madaling araw nun), i went with my friend and her family to samar. i had a great week.
april- i was aready all set to go to ust and take up pharmacy. but i still passed the recon form in dlsu. na-peer pressure ata ako nun. nothing to lose right? then i got reconsidered sa philosophy and i had to come up with a decision.
may/first term- i got the blasted chicken pox. atleast it was before classes and habang mas bata pa ako. si dianne kasi hinawahan ako.. joke! but it was all good na rin. i chose dlsu and i am happy with that choice. i got to meet my blockmates and more people along the way. at first i was really apprehensive kasi sa CLA ko. but it turned out quite contrary to what i expected. i was still getting used to the trimestral system which meant that things were faster. the first term was... one of my lowest points. but when that thing happened, i promised to myself that i won't be as "helpful" as i was before. basta yun na yun. and i got to see people, whom i sort of detested before in a whole new light. hahaha
second term- this was fairly good term for me. the teachers were somehow better. i was already over that wretched crithin subject and now i had to deal with intphil. there were a ot of changes.. i lost contact with some people. i missed my HS friends and classmates. err.. maraming times na lumabas ang kadramahan ko. in short medyo nalungkot ako. kasi di ko laging nakakasama sina ann at joan. er.. somehow i felt left out. with jill and eds its the same. i never quite fit in. fifth wheel kung baga. hahaha pero syempre every cloud as a silver lining diba?
and now that another year is fast approaching.. i feel that there are more changes to come. but i have this strange feeling that most of it's not going to be that good for me. yet, all these things will make me grow and maybe even to make me more mature on how i'll deal with things. kasi naman malapit na rin akong maging legal so people would expect more. but screw them! dapat i should expect more from myself. anyway, i suppose there are things that i am going to look forward to.