- - - Make Yourself at Home - - -
This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
18 Things to do before i turn 18 ...
this sucks coz i know that i will never be able to do all these things obviously due to the limited time (try one month and a couple of days).. *sigh* oh well. we'll see. this is in no particular order. (special thanks to minay and beiai. haha )
1. do some random good deed for a random person- sana magawa ko ito
2.wear a skirt to school- fat chance!!!! goodluck nalang sa akin.
3. wear a white shirt/top for school- uhm.. hahaha
4. keep my desk and my closet in order- i must be consistent. i usually have my papers organized only during the first few days of classes. haha
5. learn to do a cartwheel- i remember back in grade school i can only do the bridge. like beiai said, it's about time.
6. cook something and get someone to eat it!!7. achieve something- er.. i dunno. maybe i ought to be active sa debsoc or something. hahaha
8. not to tease anyone for one whole day- whoa. this might be hard..
9. have more time for family and friends and for myself
10. find a love interest or maybe even fall in love- what the? i cannot believe i just wrote /typed that. pag nangyari ito, talagang magpapa-piyesta at magpapa-party sina matty at fing!!
11. save money- seriously.. so i can afford to get out of the house more.. haha kidding
12. gamble and win!!!13. write- it has been ages since i wrote something. be it a poem or something. wala kasi akong inspirasyon. kailangan akong tamaan nito para makasulat..
14. outreach or comminuty service- nakakamiss na yung sa pandacan. this is not cwts, which in layman's terms is "forced and mandatory community service". i want to be with people who really want to help and not just for the sake of completing the course and getting a high grade for such futile efforts. hahaha
15. make a difference for someone- oo na. its vague but malay mo diba?
16. reinvent myself? or try something different- like eat something that i haven't had the guts to try.
17. surprise myself- yung nga.. surprise myself
18. talk to a stranger- wahaha i may never have the gall to do this. but it's worth a try!!!
like i said before.. this is an impossible task. i'm hoping i can do atleast 3-5 things in this list. oh dear. what have i gotten myself into? maybe if you're nice enough you might wanna lend me a hand on this. :P
Kitty KatKat posted @ 3:10 AM
