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This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
it has been more than two weeks since the first day of the third term. now that i've met my professors and my new classmates, here's a sort of assessment or judgement/expectations for this term..
Philper= our prof is no ms. velasco but he seems like a listener. like what emong mentioned, i'm still getting the hang of starting and ending the class with a prayer. as it turns out parang mala-johnny siya because he came from a seminary. this class would realy be interesting because, based on the course outline, we will be having field trips film viewings etc. and let me not dicscount the fact that john, johnny and emong are my classmates. so i am anticipting future intellectual spat.
Artsche= when i was in high school, chem was like math. i think i'm gonna suck at this subject. not to mention that i do not like the feel of my blockmates. i mean fine.. aj, alvin and the others are there but i still have this weird feeling. on the positive note, our prof seems to be knowledgeable on his subject. so i ought to be learning a lot this term.
Lab= the prof is very young. i just hated the fact that we had to walk from the 3rd floor of strc to the 5th floor of sj. this block is an all-girls block. they were all quiet. its a good thing marge is there. whew! i thought i was gonna be a goner for sure.
Genpsyc= this class is like LR 33 minus some of the GH and dota boys. its fun having fee fee and the others in our block. i'm not so sure if i'm really going to be up for this subject because at this time of the day, my mind is already floating elsewhere probably because i wanna go home.
Introso= the block is alright. but the room is way freezing. sociology for me in contradicts philosphy. so goodluck nalang.
Filipi1= i like the prof and the subject. hopefully, it'll like me too. haha in this class, there are a handful of international students which in a way is kinda paradoxical but makes the block all the more interesting.
Engltwo= i was really surprised when i saw sir amaury when i entered the classroom. i didn't know what i was in for. my blockmates are alright. pax has his three ladies.
PE= judo. this is going to be one hell of a monday for me. and it really ain't gonna be easy. it was surprising that my classmates are mostly girls. let's just say that i'm not feeling the subject yet because i have to wake up so early. i have to reset my body clock to cope with the sched.
CWTS= like i said, forced voluntary mandatory community service. i guess i just don't like the teacher and some of my blockmates. i am all for community service but classroom sessions just ruin me. i'm just hoping that our proposal will turn out fine. but what really got me was the fact that she criticized it in front of our faces. fine pangit nga gawa namin and i have no excuse whatsoever. eh nakakainis. i gotta admit that i was humiliated and it ruined my day.
so there you have it. this term is hell in the making. i just hope that i get to shift, pass or even get decent grades. this might just be wishful thinking huh? and that's what i'm doing right now.
Kitty KatKat posted @ 3:47 AM
