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This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
grabe, the test in philper yesterday was i dunno.. hard?? i had a difficult time answering a some numbers in the objective part. to think i woke up at around 3am just to study for this. buti pa si johnny mukhang nadalian. and the fact that we already discusssed these philosophers(plato, aristotle, kierkegaard, sartre) during intphil. now i feel that my brain is all blank. i guess my brain cells have reached its maximum diminishing capacity. and at this point, i'm really having a difficult time this term. its so hard to focus and keep your adrenaline running. for instance, i haven't even started anything for all the paperworks in introso(personality profile, 2 bonus papers, breaking the rules paper). its already due next week and i'm sitting here just typing away, wasting my time and procrastinating. its a bummer that i already have it in my system to cram. i wait for the moment when i have this sense of urgency to do and finish things. maybe i can start now.. or maybe later... haha
don't you just hate the feeling when you're always the last to know? or when people neglect/forget seem to forget about you all of a sudden? it just.. well.. sucks that people keep things from you. i know! i know! its natural for people to keep things from you. what really got me affected is the fact that when this person told me something or actually hinted me about something, it was only up to THAT extent. an obvious hint that gave me an idea that it was something serious but it also tortured the hell out of me coz i'm the only one who doesn't know! what's the point of telling me if you're just going to tease me and not tell me the whole thing? okay fine so this is an incoherent post. sorry.. just don't mind this...
if you ask how i am or if i'm okay, you'll get the standard response "yes, i'm fine". ooops. i can feel another "drama" filled entry coming up.. so i'll just end it here. :P
Kitty KatKat posted @ 7:22 AM
