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This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
it has been eons. but nobody reads this anyway so i've been updating my lj more often. haha so for a change, i'm updating this one.
so many things have happened. you know, the whole package. meaning good things happen but somehow bad things just seem to creep up. let's start with the bad.. i guess the problem with some people out there is that they are just damn far too assuming. this only means that if one thing happens to be slightly true, they then over-generalize the whole thing and consider it to be true. my goodness, its a shame that they're this way. i thought better of these people. they just can't it through their thick heads and believe you when you mean what you say but the result doesn't speak of it. its just so farden annoying that you consider these people to be your friends and they box you into something and assume that the reason for some of your actions is this when in reality you're actually telling the truth. some friends huh? then again, maybe they're not. guess i was blinded before...
on the lighter note, much thanks to yeah c'mon for the serenade for my birthday!!! :D whoa, it was a really touching gift though i haven't treated you guys out yet. haha special thanks to ann and joan(for the roses), eds, jill, joee, alvin, totie, kim, marc, marg, carlo, pax, papa bear(thanks for those messages :D), jc and to all those people i forgot to mention.
when we watched memoirs of a geisha, i was surprised that my friends gave me gifts. i wasn't expecting coz i didn't havea party, nor did i treat them out or something like that. matty.. ehem.. in case you're reading this, i'm using it na.. wahahaha dianna/wangie, thanks for the thing.. im practicing everyday. nah, just joking. but it was a fun but hard game. to eggy and mels, thanks for the books. now, i just have to find the time to read them because i often doze off and eventually fall asleep. haha and thanks to pia for coming. naks. hahaha
so as i look at my clock it's already valentine's day. oh what joy(note the sarcasm in my voice!!!! hahaha) well like my post last year i still believe that's its just a hallmark holiday where businesses start to sprout like mushrooms and where people spend money. haha it's their choice anyway so that's that. this is also the time where acronyms get used by a lot of people. allow me to name a few:
TIIS- tang ina i'm single. i got this term exactly a year ago. this is a well known term for all ye lads and ladies who are single out there.
SSB- single since birth. 'nuff said. haha
NBSB- this is a subcategory/acronym for nbs. this means no boyfriend since birth.
SAD for SNC- and valentine's day ay single awareness day for singles not in ciculation. not in circulation means yung mga singles who are not available and are not ready to "mingle". i got this term/s from pia who made itup with tin. haha
oh well. this is it for now. i still have to do something. i just have to remember what.. haha
Kitty KatKat posted @ 1:31 AM
