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This is where paradox, allegories, dreams, rock music, cat naps, and other tangential things unite.
feel free to take a look around...
= Who Am I? =
i am a living paradox... an irony in disguise. a contradiction who hides behind a permanent mask..destiny is there so that we can change it by the choices that we make and the chances we take. we live to alter our so-called fate by trying to untie the knots that life has created. i am trying to make sense of my so-called existence in this dreary world and doing my best to live with humanity. my life is a vicious cycle as much as i'd hate to admit it. that is why i try to defy reality to change some things about life. i am a cynic, a dreamer, a realist and a pessimist all in one. how do i deal with it? i myself do not know the answer. i am contemplating now more than ever. thinking of what is to become of me. and what the future holds..
interests: music---> mostly rock but i can go from classical to metal.. from punk to emo... from techno/electronica/trance to indie rock..from j-rock/pop to latino music.. also some selective maintstream. NO NOVELTY SONGS PLEASE. ~my two favorite genres are rock and classical~ reading, contemplating, writing.... annoying the hell out of people by teasing them ... conversing with people .... taking long walks alone and observing people, having misadventures, playing the piano(i used to)....
AND sleeping more than 10 hours a day (i'm still a kitty you know) :P
the aftermath of freshmen yearsummer is finally here. this is the awkward time where i can't myself a frosh anymore but i'm not yet a sophomore either. the past year has come and gone. third term has been an emotional whirpool and an eye-opener for me. ikaw nga ni joee, the third term fantasy is over. its back to reality for me. i would no longer be attending our "special" class every wednesday. i won't be on the look out if he's in his tambayan and wearing a white shirt anymore. next term would be a fresh start without any inhibitions, attachments and entanglements. i learned so many things which i would be keeping in mind from now on. but if i would still be in dlsu next year, i'm still not sure...
i'm thankful that i've met a lot of people this term. i was able to shift and i got accepted as a volunteer for LSPO (which a lot of people still cannot believe). i still miss LR33 complete with YCM, the dota boys and the GH boys. i remember being so surprised that majority of my blockmates are guys, much to my dismay. i got to meet my close friends ann, joan, edhz and jill who helped me in more ways that i can ever imagine. apart from my blockmates, my classmates from my other subjects are amazing. even if i only met them during the third term, i believe that its a start of wonderful friendship. ^_^
i miss julianne, my UBE-mate. i found it really easy to talk to her in most weird places(such as the staircase in EGI). i also kinda miss carlo's company, due to misunderstandings and rifts between us that never really did have closure... and its not going to be the same as before.. i miss ann and joan who are quite busy for the summer. i miss 4S. a lot of us are taking summer classes which makes it even harder for us to meet up with each other.
first term was my worst. i even cried because of that blasted crithin and about other things.. second and third terms were way better. i got lucky with the professors because they were really generous when it comes to giving grades.. maybe they were TOO generous.. it makes me think twice if life in la salle is easy.. so now i have to strive harder now that math is on to greet me with a banner that says "welcome to hell".
but as i've said, second year is a new start. its a new "adventure" and it sure is not going to be easier. i am planning to back to the Debsoc. i might also joing Sophia and Ley La Salle. those things are sure going to keep me busy. now i see that life is really full of suprises. maybe now i'll know when some things are worth risking for or not.
Kitty KatKat posted @ 2:48 AM